First of all,I'm asking Nami an apology for my harsh words towards you.I don't mean to downgrade your vision and mind,it's just my point of view of socialism.
Yes,my dad salary worth C$20,000 in Petro Canada,and when my dad was in Petronas,his salary was RM12,525,with gas coupons and lot's of benefits.
Yes,I love to shopping,especially when my pocket allowance at the time we met was RM300 per week,that's why I don't mind to shop every week.
And yes I admit,my house in Malaysia was in Subang USJ,already sold,and I admit that my spend habit is "unbelieveable" for people like you,Nami.
We met each other at Lot 10 when both of us disagree with each other,right?It always be like that.But I'm not like what you think,Nami.
Yes,I maybe a book-smart,because I only read books and never see the core problems at the streets,like you do.I never be a Food Not Bombs member like you do.I never go to flood areas in Johor or Pahang and saving people like you do.I never go to bundle stores,and at once I'm wondering,"why on Earth they buy these ugly shirts?Dah boleh buat kain buruk dah.."
Yes,I am an ignorant.
Maybe it's my fault to criticizes your socialism ideas.Because I never been down there,done everything you did for your reason--social agenda.I never hands on with the problems--I just think what I read from those books from professor that never reach out to the streets.
Maybe you're right on this side.Maybe socialism was not so dark like I used to think.Or maybe I never mingle and joins some social activities like gotong-royong,for example.
And after reading your entry about what you think about me,I wonder,I always think about my own ability,but I never think to help people surround me.
Perhaps "your own socialism" is not like socialism that Karl Marx,Trotsky or Robert Owen was thinking.You believe society should work together to crack down problems,such as poverty and distribution of wealth.Perhaps your ideas like zakat economy mechanism which driven small town economy and it's grows larger and larger,emerged into one giant economy--that's not a bad idea.
Everyone has it's own good ideas--so does Hafiz and Deniel.We all thinking how to save our society from collapsing.
But let me quoted from United States President William Jefferson Clinton once said,"Ideas always come in arguement."
We all argue,but I agree one thing--we all think our best to save our society to sustain and keep on living.
Maybe I should start thinking--is that me,always being self-centered,and start to forget,we humans lives in society?
You're right for this time.Nami,I'm sorry for my previous words.